Drowning In My Tears

Days pass by,
Weeks become years.
Loneliness doesn’t change.
Tears remain…

My greatest desire,
The one thing I cannot have.
And my deepest fears
Merge with desire to become one.

My dreams for me,
I’m left in the blind.

Delusion cracks.
Reality seeps through…
Alone I stand.
Nothing more I can do.

Disgust I feel,
Drowning my heart.
Hatred and loathing,
Tearing me apart.

I never planned to be alone.
Didn’t want to believe,
That the problem…
Has always been me…

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